love is just a special bonus apportunity that pretty girls have,
only pretty girls can have boyfriends,
only pretty girls have the rights to be loved.

Food for thought

Well anyway...i am sorry to say that i'm quite bored already on the first day of my holiday...
and staying at seems to make it worst..so i deceided to go out of the house first then deceide where to go after that..i found my self in ikea..not particularly there to buy anything..just to wander around. Came across this swiss dessert called semla in th cafeteria...i honestly dunno how king fredrick of sweden can finish 14 servings becuz i can hardly finish one! not very fond of he taste of almonds though, but if you stir it with the cream..not sure whether anyone eats it like that..tee hee... it actually taste okay...

cheap..$ 3. 50 only..


Udon from ministry of food...from a few days back

and Ja jang myeun (black bean paste noodle) very oily..didn't enjoy it alot...

and to think everyday, my mother will be whining at me to eat more..aunts and uncles will drops hints in attempt to persuade me to stop dieting(when i actually eat so much) wahaha....

hungry...i wonder whether i am really hungry or just plainly eating becuz im bored...whatever la..

trying to keep myself from thinking too much...
sometimes i think i need to work harder on trying
to learn how to focus better....
multi taskers tend to get distracted easily...

got the part time clinic job i wanted,
i am so lucky to have a job that can fit into my schooling schedule.
will treasure it!

note to self
research on the different types of medication

next step i will be taking is to take the pharmaceutical technician course
next intake May...
finish it get the cert..
then probably stay for a few months in the clinic until i can get a job in
national heart centre etc.....hospital pharmacy technician job..do part ime,
or you know if i like my job..i might even switch to part time studies for my degree or something...


then after that might seek employment in pharmaceutical companies..
though i really like hospital jobs....

or perhaps move on to blood testing , medical technologist side to try try....

you know what i heard?

i heard that this course if you do well, can link to medicine degree (aka doctor)

but that will be in the future la.....

30 plus....study medicine( a bit late right?)
somemore must study for so long.....

by the time i'm a doctor,
i would be 40 50 plus already...

practice for a few years then retire? haha..stupid la...
but im only 22 now...

maybe my plans might change in the future..
so see first lor...

when dad questioned me yesterday about my boss,
i thought he is worried becuz he is a male and that he will do something to me or what..
thats why i quickly said hes married(though im not sure)

In the end, it turns out that he was wondering if we3 got chance or not.haha..
dad wants me to marry a doctor husband...

too old la...
i also want to marry a doctor, bleah!
then i can help him tend to his clinic.....

work together ma....
lol....

maybe what i need is someone that feels right, and not a short infactuation.

but then how can you tell whether a relationship is going to work out from the beggining?

i guess its throughout the relaionship la, must learn to give and take:)