I don't need anyone to understand what i already know.
i am tired of trying fit everything together,
since the puzzle pieces just simply increases and increases.
its seems impossible to see a big picture of whats going on.
I'm tired honestly.
Sometimes i hate myself for being weak,
but i am shooked hard enough by reality.
to realise that its not making my life any easier.
stop stop!
its not working..so stop!