Can you believe it? i liked this guy for a whole 4 years and he just turn out to be a jerk! haha..its so ironic lor...i didn't believe when people hinted to me...all my tears , my joy all wasted..i feel like a fool honestly...haha..oh well i turned him away...when he finally paid attention to me. did i do it wrong? maybe i should pretend to be a nice person or something...but then again , its not as if i am going to see him everyday..so who cares?

1st guy- he like me but i don't like him

2nd guy-he says he likes me, but became another girl's boyfriend when she confessed her love for him.Then she broke up him when she knew..and made my life miserable for the rest of my schooling life.(thanks alot!)

3rd guy-after we confirmed each other, started going out, but it didn't work out. Felt bad for dumping him , becuz he didn't do anything wrong..and yes i made that clear...he could't accept it graciously...and we were on sour terms all the way till i withdrew from that school.

some people felt sorry for him..tried to ask me to patch back with him...but i refused.
they ignored me after that.

thsy tried to create a ridge between me and my clique , but they stood up for me(though we are not very close).

where is he? the one that is surppose to appear in my life...
next time when i actually meet him, im going to kill him for making me go through all this.
being in a all girl class is great, but i don't want to be a spinster :(((

wakaka...